Welcoming the Unfolding
Carrying a Leo child has brought about so much energy I was unprepared for!
The only thing that has grounded me through this pregnancy is nature through my daily 1.5-mile walks.
Without outdoor movement, I feel I am drowning in unproductive energy... anger.
Truth is, this anger has me feeling that I have not been myself, or maybe I have...
Maybe this pregnancy and this Leo energy I am housing has brought about some layers of myself I was not willing to face prior.
This child is already holding a mirror up to my face revealing my shadows, strengths, and truths.
Snapping a photo on my way out to the door for my walks has been a sense of therapy... mirror work.
An opportunity to see myself, to see me holding life for myself and another soul.
I'm borderline fearful of who this pregnancy has me evolving into... for good reasons.
Each pregnancy has shined a light on a new layer of myself, and this one is bringing selfishness (not a negative thing, people) and care for myself on another level.
I am unsure who I am becoming or birthing, but it feels like an energetic and collaborative effort, and it's been causing a deep internal transformation.
The work has been staying present and welcoming the unfolding. Without knowing, controlling, or planning the outcome.